cepatlaa balik!

my parents are in bandung.having their second honeymoon.(euwww,delete mental pic)anyway,the hse is quiet and in a way,it's kinda sad.everyone's doing their own thing and i barely talk to anyone here.azzam is at his fren's hse,sorta making it his second home.tak blk lgsg.if he comes home pon,just to take clothes,dvds and games.k.shana plak is in her room 24/7,either on the phone,reading her agatha christie's or sleep.if she's not in her room it's either she's out with her boyfie or to the lib.

i had a huge fight with her on the day of my parent's departure.and we havent talked or looked at each other since.the fight is really silly.it's about buku CTU.the yellow-covered green leaf book we used last sem.it's like this, the buku is originally hers and she gave it to me last sem so early this sem i gave the book to alia, who is taking ctu this sem.meaning i gave alia dh lama gler la kann.then suddenly outta the blue she came barging in my rooom asking for the book coz her friend wants to pinjam it.so that is how the buku drama started.

i miss my parents.i realized that when my parents are not around, there's nothing there tht connects me and and my siblings.and as much as i try to make peace,the other party wants otherwise.

thus, i know my susah-payah trying to make peace agenda wont work coz it takes two to tango.

i made cupcakes today and it was awesome!

it definitely put a smile on my face and i needed that:))

thanks mry and nash for the recipe books.i had a good read on both.and the cupcake recipe it's from nash's gift 'baking day'



love u chicas<3

totally random,darling

as u can see,i've changed my blog layout.its now all grly and flowery.heehee.well,nash inspired me to change my layout coz i went to her page and i ws like eee.lawanye her page and thus i decided i wanted one too!a new look,i mean!i just dnt like the colour of the fonts of this current one coz it's soo hard to differentiate between the post and title.anyways,if sempat i shall change it's look once more.

this is totally random and has nothing to do with i've written up here but i wanna karaokeee.i wanna sing my heart out and dance around with my jammies and a mike on one hand and be freeee.i wanna pretend to be michelle from destiny child's with my girlies and sing to her deep yet squeaky lines.i cant wait for this sem to be over.it'll be sad saying goodbyes to all the mmrs this sem has to offer but heyy, there's always next year kannn?



i wanna let loose.

the rules:

· Pick your birth month.

. Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.

.Bold (or italicize) the best apply to you.

.Copy to your own blog, with all twelve months.

. Tag 5 people.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

I tag:

. Nashrah

. Safwan

. Afiqah

. Azie

. Syeikh

my day so far

erk.i have the worst sore throat and our final drama is next week.eeee.i shouldn't have drank iced drinks, chewed iced and had ice-cream.i should have listen to ma'am.and now my throat is aching..my oh my

oh today k.shana is having her open hse.but why do i feel its as tho its my opn hse?i peeled the potatoes, mashed them, cut kuih, susun the kuih, rearranged the furniture and etc whilst she supervised. and now she's urging me to 'help' her make sandwiches pulak. she just walks around the hse, and bosses me.haih.sisters.



but despite my aching throat and being pushed around by my the evil stepsister, im happpppppy:)

=)

I was tagged by fiqah and nashrah.thanks darlings:)

My top 10 favourite food.
- pumpkin soup
- tgif's nachos
- tomyam
- tom yam kung
- mama's lasagna
- lamb pie
- mashed potato
- baked oysters with cheese
- burger king's mushroom swiss
- sautéed mushroom

10 Things I love doing
- sleeping
- watching movies
- eating
- dancing with aunty gina and the baby
- reading
- exercising.hehe
- spend quality time with the ones i sayang
- shopping
- go for massages
- checking out easy recipes on the net

5 Types of girls that I adore
- the ones who are pretty inner and out
- the humble type
- smart ones but still knows how to have a good time
- funnny ones
- the one who chooses her ho's over her bro's

5 Things I love doing when I'm feeling down
- cry
- eat
- sleep
- bury my head in my diary
- whine

5 Things I love doing when I'm happy
- do my happy dance
- eat
- watch a movie
- spread the joy
- grin from ear to ear

10 Ways to win my heart
- love me for who i am
- speaks good english
- a romantic
- knows how to make me smile
- makes an effort to mixed in with my family and friends
- cares about his family,life, future
- includes me in his life.able to tell me about his life, insecurities, dreams and etc
- doesnt care about popularity and is not a social climber.doesnt drink and go clubbing and doesnt care what other ppl think of 'us'
- one who would go miles for me;)
- a gentleman

My top 5 most favourite junk food
- twisties
- chachos
- reese's buttercup
- baskin robin's pralines and cream
- mars chocolate

5 Things I wish it could happen soon
- for him to actually change and make a move
- for this semester to be over
- for my investment to go up,up, upppp
- for my hair to goo lonnnng and thick again
- for aunty gina to be preggers again

10 Ridiculous things I wish to do before I die
- go to Hong Kong
- do something drastic for mother earth
- face all my fears
- volunteer at a third world country
- make a difference in someone's life
- be an editor at a fashion magazine
- swim with the sharks
- explore asia
- have my own clothing label
- write a book

My top 10 recently most addicted song
If i was a boy-beyonce
Disturbia-rihanna
T-shirt-shontelle
Angel-natasha bedingfield
Marvelous things-eisley
Lucky-colbie caillat and jason mraz
The piano song-im not sure
I got u-nikki flores
One last chance-James Morisson
Hot and Cold-kate perry

10 Person I wish to tag
- ainun
- nadhirah
- my eight grls
- syeikh
- azie
- herne
- teddy
- safwan
- jeng
- suraya

i dnt have a title for this one

yday k.shana showed me this grl's blog.her name's nadia, she's25 and i can see that she comes from the upper class families.it's apparent from the way she says she buys stuff from juicy couture and all the other designer labels,u knw like her cheap rm1000+ trench coat (can u sense the sarcasm here)which i think is rather stupid since Malaysia's climate doesnt require one to wear such outfits.if she were to actually walk around malaysia yet alone kl in such outfits, she would look like a confused tourist i would say.hahhahahha

and she kept on babbling on how forever21 copied juicy couture's designs and it's such a ripped of and how we should all boycott it and all.gahh.like it's the end of the world or smtg.then this chinese grl commented this nadia's post saying 'oh ur post has inspired me to buy a trench coat of my own which cost ONLY rm800'. obviously that poor grl way trying to be on Nadia's good side.urgh.social climbers.

anyway,u knw wat nadia replied.she said oh u knw how chinese are always ripping things off!she actually said that!which i think it's really stupid since it's soo random and rude.gawd,take a chill pill woman.

there's actually more than just her forever 21 ripped off post but im not in the mood to write it here.k.shana and i laughed our arses off reading her blog.she's such a blonde.or is it a ripped off blonde?hahhahaha




man,im soo bitchy these days.blame the hormones;)

aina shazea,can u be moree of a loser than u already are?!get a hold of yerself!get ovr that jerk once and for all.u owe it to yerself and those who care about u.