Saturday, August 30, 2008
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
food i've gotta eat before puasa starts*drools*:-
2)burger king-double mushroom swiss
3)secret recipe's cheezy choc
4)hot dog sec 6
5)dawood's naan cheese
6)swensens for ice-cream
7)dim sum at eden
8)hot choc with whipped cream(i still dunno where is the best place for hot choc)
9)macd's strawberry shake
Posted by aina at 5:32 AM
Thursday, August 21, 2008
my meltdown went a tad too far.teeheehee.anyway,im not gonna delete that post becoz it reminds me of my stupidity and how bratty and selfish i can be.
the fling with mr then right now has ended.but its okie.everything's hunky dory.i now know how much i should like someone and the do's and don't with fling mates and thus because i used and apply my simple love theories with mr.then,im doing a-okay now:)
i checked my diary.its funny in a way.from 2006 to late 2007.all i talked about ws him.from one fight to anthr.and same goes for break-ups.how i listed down all the things i hated about him,how bad he treated me.everythingg bad lah.
then came early 2008 which i consider the post break-up stage.i still talked about him.but not in the same way.i still had feelings for him.but i no longer would cry when writing about them.its more of letting go of the past kinda phase.
next was the im gonna die alone phase.i was shit scared.everyone around me ws hooking up.i ws queasy and jealous being around love-birds.i ws scared because i dint have scandals,flings,eye-candies,pemangkin class. watever u call it.i didnt have it.and hence seeing how everyone is going out with someone.i ws in the stage where i truly believed i would end up alone.partly due to the fact that some of my attractive aunties and mum's frens are still unmarried.and they are soo pretty.(successful,long-haired,slim looking women)
and then there's the dating phase.the come and goes.the not soo serious relationships.this is where i am now.but i think sooner or later i'll wind up back to the depressing die-alone stage.i dunno whyy.
but dnt get me wrong, im not a love struck giddy teen who only talks about love and boys.there are other stuff as well.deaths,friendships,family problems,my own insecurities.normal everyday stuff u write in ur diary.that's me.normal average me:)
Posted by aina at 9:20 PM
Saturday, August 16, 2008
i went to farhana yem's kenduri yday(ana, my so-called twin sister.hehe)anyway,i met my old buddies.cik farah hassan,nadia ayam,mussy and of course farhana yem..and today is acap's farewell party pulak.last week was nael's.everyone's leavinnnnnng.alaaaaa:'
i rmbr aftr high school thinking how i will hate that day when evryone leaves and now that dreadful day has come.everyone is leavinnng mee.im stuck in this ho-hub town.foreverrrr
omg.im gonna be that character on tv where everyone leaves,get rich,come back home and see me working in a diner or gas station.i can actually imagine myself.a mop on one hand with a baby wrapped on anthr crying.oh shit.
Posted by aina at 8:03 PM
Sunday, August 10, 2008
have u ever wished u could turn back time so things would be back the way they were.but because of the quarrels,name-calling and bitter fights, you just know that it is never gonna happen.that even though u try ur best to cover-up with ur smiles and fake laughs, you would never look at that person the same way.
this may sound cliche.but you should never take anyone for granted esp. those that matter most to u coz once u lose them, u lose u:(
Posted by aina at 4:59 AM
Saturday, August 9, 2008
Posted by aina at 9:07 AM
Sunday, August 3, 2008
i feel like unleashing my inner bitch
Posted by aina at 12:19 AM