4.9.08

i sorta knew today wasnt gonna be my day.

woke up late this morn.termiss subuh and tadarus with tok bubu.
waited for pana at tesl square.she came 15 mins later.suddenly the jap lines i rmbrd yday went kaput.i couldnt rmbr a single line.kapish.nada.zero.not even watashi wa aina desu.

took a deep drama breath.read all my lines again and went for my role play test

i got really nervous.my legs were shaking,palms were sweating,lips trembling.normal nervous signs. though i ws nervous, i thought i nailed it.or so i thought.

my sensei said my intonation ws all wrong.it should go up down up down.instead, mine ws straight and english-like.pffft.that totally ruined my mood for the day

complained to nash about jap and had girly time with her at our spot.

around 12.30 ish,we had replacement class for edu psycho.we got our first test paper.man,was that icing on the cake or what.i failed.boohoo.

bcoz of that,my spirits lglah went downhill.couldnt stop thinking about how bad i did for psycho throughout class.

so aftr class, i went up to maam and argued my points.thank god, she tmbh one point.i reminded her to change my results in her computer.tehhehhee.just to mk sure.still.one point did not do justice to my day.my spirits were still down.

then came drama class.me and nash performed pgl.madam commented on how soft our voices were.she said only the first two rows can hear.bahhh.

later that evening i found out phonetics test this sunday will cover till chapter ten. shiatze.(that's german for shit)




au revoir,
me.