Friday the 13th

Exams over.hu-rahhh! Celebrated freedom by having lunch at Ausmat with fellow mates and snoozed under the covers like a baby the whole evening. Later that night, went to Shed Restaurant with the family to celebrate Aunty Gina’s birthday. Food was edible but too oily for my liking. Besides, there was this annoying fat cat starring at me and my food. I was in fear thus did not enjoy dinner.(I have a fear for cats since little). Nonetheless, the adults liked it and could not stop praising the food and the relaxing ambiance the place has to offer.

Quickly rushed home to watch Nur Kasih on TV and hates Nur’s sister, Sarah more and more now. Gosh, she’s like a bug u just wish u could squash on. The way she moves, the way she talks, the way she portrays herself infuriates me.

Then there’s Aliya. Gosh, grow up dude. She needs to stop being a spoiled anak datuk and start acting like a wife. I Feel like giving her a vigorous shake.

That is all for now. Happy hols people :)

current random thoughts.

tmrw is doom's day and yes, im still online thus makes me dead meat.what have i been doing this past 3 weeks?!why am i still online and blubbering here in written thoughts?!!

gosh,i need a hardcore hakdush.


i just cant wait for jkt.i need my retail therapy known as shopping.

going nuts over doc martens lately but the price is sky high.might as well get a job here to save up some moolah as to get my hands on those beauty.hubba hubba.

oh and i need new pants as well.preferably light blue slashed skinnies. (though i'm aware that my meaty legs aren't skinny pants size,i shall be optimistic and pray hard that my dreams and prayers of shedding some extra kilos will once and for all, be true.)fyi, i used to be really skinny back when i was in std 6.oh good old days...then hormones & food destroyed everything..damn you!

okay.enough blubbering.gotta head the books.tarra tarra now.

le love

photos taken throughout the years.

Sayangs, I love all of you u to bits. Hos over Bros, anytime!








"See you and me have a better time than most can dream of, better than the best, so we can pull on through, whatever tears at us, whatever holds us down, and if nothing can be done, we'll make the best of what's around."
-Dave Matthews Band

music in my head

Meet Me Halfway-The Black Eyed Peas

i know this song is overrated but i just can't help myself. i lovee lovee this track. The Black Eyed Peas has done it again.

Lyrics Meet Me Halfway

I can't go any further then this
I want you so badly, it's my biggest wish

Coo,I spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
every single day yes, i'm really missin' missin' you
and all those things we use to use to use to do
hey girl, wuz up, it use to be just me and you
i spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
every single day, yes i'm really missin missin you
and all those things we use to use to use to do
hey girl wuz up, wuz up, wuz up, wuz up

meet me halfway, right at the borderline
that's where i'm gonna wait, for you
i'll be lookin out, night n'day
took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish

girl,i travel round the world and even sail the seven seas
across the universe i go to other galaxies
just tell me where you want, just tell me where you wanna to meet
i navigate myself myself to take me where you be
cause girl i want, i, i, i want you right now
i travel uptown (town) i travel downtown
i wanna to have you around (round) like every single day
i love you always..way

can you meet me half way (I'll meet you halfway)
right at the borderline
that's where i'm gonna wait, for you
i'll be lookin out, night n'day
took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
i can't go any further then this
i want you so bad it's my only wish
i can't go any further then this
i want you so bad it's my only wish

let's walk the bridge, to the other side
just you and I (just you and I)
i will fly, i'll fly the skies, for you and I (for you and I)
i will try, until i die, for you and i, for you and i, for for you and i,
for for you and i, for for you and i, for you and i

can you meet me half way (yup yup)
can you meet me half way (yup yup)
can you meet me half way (yup yup)
can you meet me half way (yup yup)
meet me half way, right at the borderline
that's where i'm gonna wait, for you
i'll be lookin out, night n'day
took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
i can't go any further then this
i want you so bad it's my only wish
i can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish

i am tired of excuses

I’ve been quite uneasy lately for reasons I don’t know why. Like I’ve been knocked down or rolled over by a big truck. I don’t know how to explicitly describe the feeling. I am perturbed. Therefore I shun myself from the likes of others. Not because I am socially retarded but because I’m battling with my inner self. This causes me to react and behave in odd ways.i-e-the cold shoulders.

u've got me high!:)

so i lied. i have not been updating my blog.assignments and tests have been crazeyyyy hell and i didn't even hv time for myself and loved ones. not even gossip sharing moments at mamak with frens or fancy pansy restaurant outings with the grandparents

my bday was last tues, and truthfully, i was not in my festive facade.i didn't care if didn't get pressies or if i didn't get a bday cake.all i really wanted was to hibernate for hours long in my room. nonetheless, my bday turned out pretty awesome.bday wishes kept flowing and that made me smile 3 inches wide.and most importantly, i get to celebrate with the ppl i care about in life.i am a happy buffoon.


photos taken during celebration with the girlies

had red apple sorbet with water cress soup(soup was gobbled down in an instant, didn't get the chance to tk photos of it :p)


This was what sue and dot ordered.forgot the name.but the meat was tender( i could skin it off with my teeth) the gravy was thick and mashed potato was rich and buttery.yumm yummm.will definitely go for this next time around!



dot got me tiramisu cake, a wand, sparkle candles and a crown!:D
the staff sang happy bday in both, English and Malay versions and called me 'the queen' haha.funnneyh




the girlies<3 (taken frm sue's camera thus different resolutions from the othr photos)



the place and decorations are purrrdy.
this will be my engagement after-party location.hehehe

p.s->thank u for the wishes, bday cakes, pressies, bear hugs, wet kisses, movie date etc.love love love

rest for 10 mins, then i gotta study,study,study!

i've completed my socio assignment. the feeling is overwhelming. since i hv no ink in my printer, i had to walk to the cc under the scorching sun whilst the men head to the mosque to perform their friday prayers thus i was hoping the cc would be empty or at least guy-less.

to my dismay, there were a couple of malay muslim guys at the cc just hanging around, checking their fb. i just find it rather insulting thus i just had to gv them the nasty look. they should have at least stayed at home or the hostel rather than parading themselves in public.gahh. some malay guys are just embarrassing.

anyway, this week has been busy, busy, busy for me and the rest of my mates too. next week, too will be a hectic week.

to-do list
saturday-sociolinguistics test
monday-cni microteaching, submit reading lesson plan
tuesday-submit creative writing portfolio.
wednesday-the last discussion for 1000 splendid suns, our group's presentation
thursday-study japanese,last day to ask ques before the final paper.

i think there's more, i just cant seem to recall..


oh and i think i flunked my reading test 2. my head just went blank.fcuk.