greetings earthlings.

one more journal to go and i'm freeee.feel like blubbering something out here in cyberspace world but got nothing on my mind except thoughts of my aching ulser, rumbling tummy, and the last journal.oh and my cuz's bday.

saf, i cant blive ur 21!though ur there in down under and i'm here in the hot sunny weather, i'm soo proud of u.we've gone through so much together, fights, break-ups,hook-ups, deaths, divorces, cookoo maids, runaways, celebrations, corny crushes, goodbyes, hellos, secrets, vacays, bitching, pulling each other's hair out, embarrassing moments and so much more!

i love u cuz




eyh wait, i just realized the line 'ur there in down under and i'm here in the hot sunny weather' actually rhymes.haha.

yay or nay?

at times i really wish i was a tape recorder.so i could rewind, stop and start anew*hak dush*

oh no.this semester is coming to an end. u guys will be going back to your hometown soon and sa will be so quiet without all of u:/

i will esp. miss micro teaching-i had so much fun being the student.i can actually imagine u guys in action.nash the cool teacher, k.own the garang one, safwan the goofy science teacher, mry the creative stylish teacher and syafrein the 'konon konon' garang teacher tp tak jd and everyone else.i enjoyed every minute of it:))


xxxx

quit already

urghh.i hate her.i hate her.i hate her soo much.so what if i wear shorts outside.what if i suck at ironing.what if i gv food to my frens.who cares.who actually gives a shit about wht i do.u dont have the right to tattle about me to everyone u know.u try to be all innocent and dumb in front of others but the truth is ur actually not,ur this conniving betch.urgh.geramnye.

stop talking about me coz i dont give a rat's arse about u.

in a mess.

im in a dazed.my mind is swirling in a circle.i reallly reallly realllly cant wait for this term to end.i cant wait for this friday to come so i can finally let loose and think straight once more.ive been really bad these couple of days,i've hurt the ppl i care about and i feel horrible about it.when there's too many things on my mind, i go haywire.i talk nonsense and spread such negative vibe onto them.and i wanna go threading coz my eyebrows's friggin bushy and cut my hair coz i now look like a banshee and i wanna shed some extra kilos coz i've been eating a lot.i say i m on a diet but i ate a whole friggin cake.not a slice but a whole cake.which is equivalent to 5 ppl's servings.and i wanna focus and actually read remains of the day coz i got a test this monday but i cant coz everytime i try to read i'll eventually sleep.


oh poo:(

i need more money

i'm beginning to hate digi.grr.abis duit org je.topup rm 10, 4 msgs later and they say my kt is less than rm 2.stupid la like this.dhlh i'm running outta money,i need to run errands and be in contact with ppl.what they think im rich ke.boleh topup everyday.fyi, i live on rm 2 daily.i try my best to save my moolah.grr.nak tukar to maxis la cam nie

what have i become

Today started off on a rough start. but the most sinful act I’ve conducted so far was me being an arse, not giving my bus seat to the old, Chinese lady, carrying a handful of stuff.I wanted to stand up and tapped on her shoulder and give her my seat but a part of me was too lazy to get up plus I didn’t wanna look like a suck-up in front of other passengers and I also had the dumb mentality that why should I be that person who gives her seat, why not others? As the bus started moving, I felt bad. If everyone were to think and behave the way I did, the world is really going upside-down. Urgh. Why should I even care what they think of me, I won’t see them again, let alone meet them. I can be such an arse at times.

oh what have i become:/

on to a cheerier note, Ive received my very first online purchase and now i'm on a mission for more